January 2010
90 posts
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ashleyrawr:disenchantedhearts:
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my life can be a science equation...?
so my god-father asked me yesterday what I was gonna do for my future; college, career, family…ect. & for the (almost) first time, I realized that I really have NO idea.
My original plan -from the very beginning- has always been that I would be a ER doctor/EMS technician. I’ve always been really interested in the human body, & I’m in love with the idea of continuously...
here’s a song from this new show my mom is...
can you stop doing things that make me love you?...
change change change;
it seems like nothing is familiar anymore. roads i’ve been on my whole life suddenly leave me hopelessly disoriented; & all the thoughts & ideas I used to have seem about as realistic as a fiction novel. boys who used to be quiet & sweet are suddenly pushy & immature. parents who used to spoil their children are now trapped in an endless power struggle with their ungrateful...
I would like to give a shout out
to my favorite friend right now; she has helped me get by so much dramaaaa.
(whether or not she knows her drama-eliminating power)
here’s a summary;
KATIE G: the girl you won’t ever fight with, who has nothing but unconditional love for her friends, who gives good advice, who listens to me vent about things that we both know are incredibly stupid, who makes me laugh by saying…...
well this is unusual.
what happened to my friends? I feel like I don’t even know any of them any more. as if they’re all acquaintances that I know nothing personal about. clearly that’s not true, but I just feel like all the people in my life are going through these awkward… personality changes. I can’t really criticize seeing as I’m doing the same thing, but it’s just hard to...
worrrrdddd.
I can’t say today hasn’t been like any other day, ahaha. I did, however, come to a great conclusion that I hate this town more than I know; because I realized that I would do pretty much anything to leave. if my dad were to come up to me & be like “lindsey! me & mom are sending you to live in a cheap motel in rural mexico all summer! alone with no money!” I would...
BRB KILLING MYSELF.
(via squib)
oh wow.
I just ate a repulsive amount of food. I seem to be running in the opposite direction of my birthday goals hahaha. as soon as I get my ipod back from rachel I’m gonna start working my ass off harder than I ever have. I want MUST get in shape for LAX this year, ahah.
on the contrary, I had a really good time at work today. I actually felt guilty for like, a whole 2 seconds about picking up a...
“we loved with a love that was more than love”
CREDIT TO ELISE R. FOR THIS SONG!
she showed me...
& to think,
my tumblr used to be private, haha. the whole private-personal-thoughts-hidden-from-friends-thing lasted an entire week. & now even my own MOTHER reads it. it’s not like I can make people not follow me… maybe I should just start posting really boring/stupid things so they get sick of me? (stupid.)
MOVING ON, I am well. the drama level in my life has SIGNIFICANTLY dropped, &...
Lady Gaga on Relationships.
Reporter asks, "What do you look for in a partner?"
Gaga says, "A big dick."
Reporter, "Anything else?"
Gaga, "Nope."
typical.
you know, when most people get their licenses, their parents run up & hug them & congratulate them, & give them the keys for the day. it’s always a big deal.
right? wrong. because I have to come home to my mom, half asleep, telling me “I hope you know you’re not going anywhere. just because you have your license doesn’t mean you get to drive. you’re...
Watchthis is a movie trailer I made for my LIT class, it’s about the book “Tweak” by Nic Shaff. please tell me if you think it’s any good!
LOLLAPALOOZA 2010
I’ve decided that IF I can’t go this year, I just need to kill myself. seriously GREATEST LINEUP…
(really similar to last year’s line up.)
here are some of my favorites playing this year:
Passion Pit (obviously), Blind Pilot, Lykke Li, Atmosphere, The Killers, Vampire Weekend, Cold War Kids, Deerhunter, KE$HA, Ra Ra Riot, Asher Roth, No Age, Chairlift, Portugal The Man,...
hey hey hey
today I realized I should probably stop getting my hopes up for things that won’t happen. you learn something new everyday, right? yeah. well. it’s not always something you’re eager to figure out. it’s always nice to think about something you want really badly, & weigh out the realistic probability that it will happen, (in your head), & daydream the...
damn.
for the first time in a long time, I’ve felt like, a burning jealousy for someone else.
which is weird, because I’m not normally one to really even care like this. & according to my youth pastor’s sermon tonight, it’s very much wrong of me to feel that way; “it highlights my insecurities”. just what I need. as if knowing my insecurities wasn’t bad...
did you expect this from ke$ha? I certainly...
I think it’s obvious who my favorite artist is right now…
Brick By Boring Brick - (click that!) →
goodnight...
today might’ve felt like the slowest day I’ve had in a long time. I was just going through all the old stuff in my stupid memory shoe-box thing, & I found all these old pictures & what I like to call “trophies”. (little things I’ve collected to help me remember specific events.) I felt really inspired & decided that I wanted to put some of it up, & in...
blah blah blah....
you’d think being sick would make for an awful day; but I can’t say that I could complain about the all movies I’ve watched & the hot chocolate I’ve drank - not to mention the super nice sick treatment from my mom, & the fact I didn’t even have to attend school. I went to the doctor, got some anti-biotic, & chased my brother around the office. (more like...
“…stand up, the keys, and then the...
“I’m different, I’m difficult. Awkward, real. You may get me, or you...”